On the 11th hour of the 11th day of the 11th month we will remember...


We live in such sad and trying times! Like many, we were shocked and saddened at the new of the Charlie Hebdo shootings this morning. Our condolences to the families of those who lost their lives today at the hands of such senseless violence. Our thoughts are with them and France as they grieve. #JeSuisCharlie





I can't believe it is 2015! I've heard so many folks say they are so glad that 2014 is over but for me, 2014 was a year of personal growth and discovery. It was rather rocky going yet anchored in the firm belief that I was on the right path. So here I am, ready to embrace the new year in all it's promise of what is yet to come. Welcome 2015!

The nightmares have returned. I woke with a startle, breathing heavy at 3:45 AM according to my iPhone. My husband was sleeping peacefully so I dimmed the light on my iPhone then checked Twitter. Spotting a couple of tweets from one of the new folks I'm following drew me back into The Land of Not. My descent into this dark, almost void, lack luster state of mind has taken months to get to this point. Somewhere in the recesses of the nothingness, I realize this is not the place I want to be. I toss off the covers, quietly close the bedroom door, step on the scale the click on my pedometer. I make my way to the kitchen while seriously considering getting on the elliptical to escape thinking. Instead I made a cup of coffee and settled on the couch with the laptop.
I've been withdrawing for months, focusing on a couple of personal pursuits. The very thought of being around people fills me with dread so I avoid doing so. I'm even avoiding the drama of the forums I once enjoyed. Heavens, why some folks get their knickers in a knot over the simplest non-problem is beyond me! Instead of being around people, I lace up my runners to go for power walks. The ear buds, sunglasses and no nonsense fast pace is a clear indication that I have no desire to stop and chit chat.
Today is our anniversary. I need to be back in a better frame of mind! In the early morning hours, I did what I haven't done in months. I blogged! Whether blogging will draw me out of The Land of Not remains to be seen but for now, for today, it is a small step forward...





This is the time of year that many make or start their New Year's Resolutions. I do not. The past year (2013) was one in which I made three major life changing decisions that I diligently worked on throughout the year and look forward to expanding on them in 2014. So I have no resolutions to break within the first week or so of the new year then feel guilty about it. I have all the hopes and dreams for a beautiful, memorable new year filled with family and friends, love and laughter, and good times.
It was a cold, blustery, snowy winter start to the New Year here. My husband went to the Winter Classic (Maple Leafs vs Redwings) in Ann Arbor, Michigan yesterday so the house was quiet. I puttered around the house and made a few annual updates to my blogs while watching the game, looking for him in the crowd. I spotted him three times! One of our kids paused their TV and took a picture of him. It was snowing and cold so I kept an eye on the weather knowing the roads were going to be horrible for him and his friend both ways. He arrived home safe and sound, happy but tired.
And so the New Year begins...



Today is Remembrance Day in Canada, a day we honour those who have served our country and those who paid the ultimate sacrifice to serve our country. Because of their sacrifice, we are free! We have the freedom to do as we in our beautiful country. We are blessed to be able to freely move about our country and travel outside our country. We are beyond blessed to live in a country of abundance that our veterans fought so hard for and continue to do so.
November in our little corner of Ontario, Canada is always dull and grey. It's rare that the sun peeks it's way through. November 11 quite often is very cold, rainy or snowing or threatening to do so. It is never is pleasant weather to be out in for things like Remembrance Day services. In perspective, our veterans had no choice whether or not they wanted to be out in the weather. They couldn't just say 'Hey sarge, I'm taking a sick day.' or 'I'm staying in because this weather will mess my hairdo.' or any number of excuses we, who live in a free country can come up with for not going to a Remembrance Day service. We are beyond blessed to have folks who serve our country proudly, unselfishly and so giving of themselves to make it a better place for all of us. There is no excuse not to attend a Remembrance Day service! Lest we forget...

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